Oh snap, y'all! I'm SO EXITED for tonight. But . . . my sunbuuuurrrnn is killing me. I fell embarassed for having one, because I'll be in a dress tonight. I'll try not to think about it.

Some bad news. The sister of a friend of mine has been in a car accident. I don't know what happened or how bad it is. It's made me anxious. I hope she's okay. . . I hate machines sometimes. I hate that the human race has come to depend solely on them. Don't get me wrong, I love technology, it's just. . . cars scare me. They're so dangerous when the wrong person is behind the wheel. Does that mean that humans scare me, too? Yeah. More than anything.

It was a good week. I had a CRAPLOAD of homework to do, and I'm behind on at least 2 projects. Oh well though. If I keep working, I'll get through it.
On Friday I walked to Killian's house with Christy. It was really fun. We each borrowed a shirt from Killian, cause we felt kinda gross. Also, we washed our faces. Then Christy ate some green beans and Killian had a dish with sweet potatoes, carrots, and something else. He let me try it. I liked it a lot. I just had a glass of apple juice. (I've been addicted ever since the flight to Orlando.)
We watched most of Babel. It was really intense. Unfortunately, we were unable to finish it, because Christy had to leave, and Killian's mom had to use the laptop. That was when we discovered his PS2 was broken. (It was unable to spin the disc.)
So instead we raced to the mailbox. There was a small dog the chased us. He was so cute! He had a little beard, and was black, brown and gray. I picked him up, and we walked back to his house and gave his mother the mail.
Afterwords, we ran down past the mailbox to the end of the road and to the forest trail. Well, it WAS a forest trail. (It's been clearcut since then.) But we walked down it anyway, and the three of us explored the construction site. We talked about what the structure was destined to be, and what it coudln't. The dog was so funny. He ran around everywhere, exploring more than we did.
We talked about how we wished life could be simple, and peaceful. We found blackberries, and ate some. While he collected more, I layed in the grass, looking at the sky. Eventually we went home and washed our feet, because we had been barefoot the whole time. As I picked out the metal shavings from them, I was surprised at how many there were. Then I removed a splinter from Killian's foot (without tweezers!) and he made me some apple spice tea. He showed me some new music, which I loved, and he played his new drum for me. (The name of it escapes me.)
The we just talked some more and chilled, eating salt and pepper chips till his mum took me home.

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Saturday was Buzzfest, so I worked all day. It went well, for the most part, and I got $11 in tips. I saw Gabe there, as well as Danielle and Brittney.
. . .
Charlie was there. When I saw him, I froze. I tried to control my hands, 'cause they were shaking so bad. *sigh* I thought I was never gonna see him again. Life would be better if I hadn't. He tried to make conversation, which I refused to engage in. It was "Yes" "No" "I'm working right now." "Maybe". He told me his other phone broke, and held out his new one for me to enter my number. I stared at his phone for a second, and then flipped it closed. He got angry at me then, and eventually left.
. . . .
It left me shaken, but I'm trying focus on the good things now. Besides, what was he expecting me to do? Take him back? No way in Hell.
Anyway, I'm off.
Cheers.

I'm home now! Well, at school, but, back in Houston anyway. Florida was so much fun! I kinda wish I was still there. It's rather nice to get back to my normal life though.
Solo and Ensemble is in like 3 weeks. Therefore: crap. I haven't even practiced my solo yet.
I have to make up a test tomorrow, which means I'll have to do the whole chapter tonight. Oh well. There were more positive things than negative, so I'll think about those lest a small raincloud come to float above my head.
Oh, and I'll upload those pictures as soon as I can.
~PEACE OUT HOME SLICE~

Things are gettin' better. 2 days 'till DISNEYWORLD! *squee!* Bought some new clothes for the trip. Woo, new hoodie!
Over the past few weeks I'e realized that I really want a digital camera. Like, REALLY want one.
Ahem. Pardon the randomness, I'm a tad hungry, and really cold. Not that that has anything to do with this. Whatever.
Buuuuuuuuuttt, I beleive I'm going to go pack some now.
Cheers. [/RANT]

Winterguard is over. We (JV) are third in the state.
I had to deal with drama, rejection, loneliness and sadness the whole day.
I couldn't find my mother so I could buy a hoodie. (I wasn't allowed to use the original money she gave me. I was only supposed to buy food, but who the hell needs to spend thirty dollars on food at a stadium?)
I shared my pocky with Jess, and we talked a lot. We're quite close now. She's a good kid.

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Even though he said he would, the boy I invited didn't show up.